blegh

i feel like whenever i try to show the art i make to my friends i just get posted over. like on one hand sure, you do need to take time to read something as opposed to just glancing at a picture someone drew. yet on the other hand it's just like...fucking hell. it's *consistent* that this happens. of course i don't just do it for attention, i do it because i'm legitimately happy with the universe i'm building and i love writing a lot, but it's like...when it's only your s/o and one other friend acknowledging your work it just feels kinda shitty. like i want reason to talk about my work! i want a reason to talk about the things i create! but no one acknowledges them despite the same people *asking* for me to! idk, it's hypocritical and a bit shitty to me

but whatever. i'll keep writing no matter what, it's just frustrating me at the moment

UPDATE: i forgot to hit post on this for a hot sec but i checked back to where i sent the thing i made. guess what? posted over. and! two people commented on it instantly. i got no acknowledgement. wonderful. on the upside the only other person that acknowledges my work is awake now so i get to actually talk about the thing i made

uuuuuuuuuuuugh fine

i *guess* i'll update my site. i'm so very lazy tho